[kortverh] poisoned words

I sleep alone here now. ..Trying to get used to the idea of sleeping alone. Or maybe trying to get new insights, a new vision on what I want to become. Maybe get rid of these eyes, which tend to see brightness where there is no light. Or cut of my ears so I will at last stop hearing music in places where only silence resides. I could swallow my tongue to have it spit no more lies and stop it for doing more harm than it has already caused. But the first thing I must do to abandon the filthy and sorry life I lived from the moment my mind started walking it's own paths, is cut of these hands, so no longer I will poison this world with my guild, for there say become the last words I've written.